Devious Journal Entry
DistressedNo, I am not suicidal. I had a terrible, horrible, no good, very bad night that night, but it's passed and Audra and I are fine and happy and wonderful. We went to BMC this weekend and everything is wonderful between us. We kissed under Rock Arch, which in BMC legend means we'll get married, and saw friends and were together the whole time and it was good. Sincere apologies to anyone who was worried about me.
~proud2bjunkie
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cigarettes and paint - wipThat summer smelled like stale cigarettes and drying paint. The men – there were five, I think, all ages – were fixing our porch. Mom wanted red. Dad wanted white. I was eighteen, with age-appropriate boredom. I did not care what color that porch was, just that one of the men was around my age and eyed me on the days I would lie out on the green grass in shorts and a tank top. Some days I forgot to wear a bra – I could do that, then – and I knew he was watching me more closely. I would hear him sawing wood for the slats, a slow back-and-forth, as I flipped the pages of my novels. I watched in my head, as if in porn, him sacigarettes and paint - wip
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fire IIIA twelve-year-old learns better than I: fire destroys. Having witnessed tongues of orange lick slowly at my life, savouring yet devouring everything in reach (including, remarkably, singeing memories, now too charred to touch without crumbling into myself),fire III
I play with the matches, either blowing them out before the heat even smells of poisonous, comforting sulfur or lighting the sometimes-warm candles that decorate my new(est) home while even now one such scentless match has lit a fire in the hearth.
Children know fire burns and hurt
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fire IITwice. Twice have I watched the world burn around me, enveloped in red-orange flame (unquenchable). I had to uproot to make repairs, heal the scars, replace the irreplaceable.fire II
I still light candles recognizing the potential. I never learn, it seems, feeding the largers with ink and paper, forgetting the cost it takes to move.
I surprised myself when, one cold February night, watching sparkles descend from God, I lit a match, moving it quickly to a hearth to nurture, trusting this not to devour me,
Maybe I have
by ~proud2bjunkie
fireI have felt for others forest fires (twice) of destructive, painful, consuming, beautiful yet deadly love all sizes of candle-crushes: sweet, fragrant, soft, melty, cold and so easily blown out.fire
For you, well, you started as a candle, I think perhaps even a match (yes, a match) potential, but with little warmth That flame, though, lit a cozy hearth fire
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- deviantWEAR sizing preference: M
- Print preference: rainbows, fairies, and purple
- Interests: spt, knitting, being at bryn mawr
- Favourite movie: young frankenstein
- Favourite band or musician: transcendent third. duh.
- Favourite genre of music: it really varies a lot on my mood; I have in fact been accused of having too wide a music collection
- Operating System: windows xp but I really wish I had a mac.
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